We tried for Ralphie for two years, the pregnancy went smoothly and we were very excited, but the birth was scary and a little traumatic, but he was well worth it. From day one he could hold his head up, nana and granddad named him ‘A little Bull’, where he was so strong and healthy. At about 5 weeks old Ralphie started smiling and after that he never stopped, always trying to get your attention, to get you to talk to him, then he would reply with a big gummy smile. Mummy Felt like she was spoiling Ralphie, but she’s so glad she did, as he died knowing what being really really loved was, spoiling him with cuddles on that last night, he died in her arms next to her heart beat, where he was happy. Big brother Zach couldn’t leave Ralphie alone smothering him with kisses and would try to make Ralphie laugh with older sister Ezmee’ , which Ralphie loved with delight. Now Zach sends ‘kisses’ to Ralphie every night, in Heaven When Grandad and Nanny Jayne looked after Ralphie one evening and said they spent the whole night gazing at him, instead of the TV, he really did have that effect on people, such a cutie. Not long before he passed away, he started to learn the art of communication, telling nana off in his own little way, for not picking him up out of his pram, quick enough. Daddy loved the fact that he got to spend the last day and night with Ralphie, doing things that we took for granted such bathing and feeding him, and blowing raspberries on his tummy. That night when Ralphie went to bed Daddy had to go up three times to settle him as he was laid in his Moses basket ‘singing’, every time he went up to Ralphie he smiled and got excited, “Its not playtime, it’s bedtime”, he said. We had four lovely months with Ralphie and we will always cherish that, we know that he’s somewhere safe being looked after by his Nanny in heaven and our other family.